Jaremy to Portland

Okay, I'm more than a little jealous! Jaremy gets to go to Portland again. I shouldn't be so excited to travel. All my life I've fought with wonderlust. It's almost like a physical hunger. I love my life. I love where I live, but something inside me is going crazy to move, to explore, to experience, to travel. I have to pray for focus. I have to pray that this very real desire will calm down or go away. It makes me angry, sad, anxious, trapped, etc. So I have to focus on the wonderful things that are going on right now. Apparently, Heavenly Father wants me in northern Utah. I was born here. I've been praying for opportunites to move and experience. These aren't answered with yes. So I guess Heavenly Father wants me here. There are tons of wonderful, amazing things to do here to build up the kingdom. You couldn't ask for a safer, more beautiful place to live. So I will focus! I will have a great time while Jaremy's gone. We will enjoy and get a ton done.